on my introverted self…

21 Jan

Isn’t it great when you find things written in your own old notes or journals that so apply to your current state of being? Something to remind you that you are not alone, atleast within yourself. I can’t put my thoughts into words but then I see, I already did, it was just some time ago during a different schedule of events. I have felt these feelings and thought these thoughts before…and I made it out alright.

My heart is heavy and burdensome. My thoughts are null and my feelings are numb. I would rather feel nothing, and preserve the absence of sadness than feel, and have the option of vibrant joy but risk sheer defeat in my heart.

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